1. YOUR NAME SPELLED BACKWARDS?
nayrB

2. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Idk... Monica? Oo

3. THE LAST THING YOU DOWNLOADED ON TO YOUR COMPUTER?
THE FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST MOVIE!

4. HAVE YOU EVER LICKED A 9 VOLT BATTERY?
Yes... I also placed one in a urinal once much to the next users suprise (figure it out)

5. LAST TIME YOU SWAM IN A POOL?
Years and Years

6. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY?
Mmmmm... Remember that childrens story about the wish granting fish? 2nd grade baby!

WHERE'S #7? Right here.

8. TYPE OF MUSIC YOU DISLIKE MOST?
Pop/Country

10. DO YOU HAVE CABLE?
Yes

11. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN ON A MOPED?
Nope

12. EVER MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL?
Not really... I get reports of the ones Kiari does though theyre hilarious XP

13. BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
Yessss

14. WOULD YOU GO BUNGEE JUMPING OR SKY DIVING?
Are you asking if I'd do either or which I'd choose? Uhm... Yes I would do both... I would like Sky Diving more prob.

16. DO YOU HAVE A GARDEN?
Nope

17. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE COMIC STRIP?
Trigun Manga

18. DO YOU KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO THE NATIONAL ANTHEM?
Yeeeeea No, I lie. I don't! Mwaha?

19. BATH OR SHOWER, MORNING OR NIGHT?
Yes! Yea... not that numb heh... Shower, at night usually (I have like 5m to get ready in the morning from staying up talking most of the night lol)

20. BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE LAST MONTH?
FMA Movie

21. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS?
Mmmm... Pepperoni I guess

22. CHIPS OR POPCORN?
Chips

23. WHAT TYPE OF DEODERANT DO YOU USE?
This adidas stuff... And Axe Body Spray

25. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A BEAUTY PAGENT?
No, But can you deny that I would win? haha

26. ORANGE OR APPLE JUICE?
Orange Juice

27. WHO WERE THE LAST PEOPLE YOU WENT OUT TO LUNCH WITH?
Uhhhh... Myself?

28. FAVORITE TYPE OF CHOCOLATE BAR?
Reeses

30. LAST TIME YOU ATE A HOMEGROWN TOMATO?
I don't like tomatoes.... But I like Ketchup!

31. HAVE YOU EVER WON A TROPHY?
Nope, Me win? CRAZY! lol

32. IF YOU COULD BE A CARTOON CHARACTER, WHO WOULD YOU BE?
Erm............ I'd have to say Either Vash Or Ed... Identical situations, they are given powers to define their own worlds and take hell because of them choosing to use it for good.

33. EVER PUNCHED SOMEONE IN THE FACE?
I don't fight.

34. EVER ORDERED FROM AN INFOMERCIAL?
No

35. FAVORITE VIDEO GAME?
The Warcraft Series... Hell anything from Blizzard

36. HAVE YOU EVER HAD TO WEAR A UNIFORM TO SCHOOL/WORK?
No

37. LAST THING YOU BOUGHT AT WALGREENS?
Candy?

38. EVER THROWN UP IN PUBLIC?
Nope

39. WOULD YOU PREFER BEING A MILLIONAIRE OR FINDING TRUE LOVE?
I would have to say... Love

40. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Sure, But isnt that sort of discriminatory to the blind? =O haha

41. CAN EX'S JUST BE FRIENDS?
Sure

42. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU VISITED IN THE HOSPITAL?
Either my grandfather as he was dying of cancer...
Or
My father in one of the 4 times he almost died Oo Or maybe that was my mom the last time... idk they all were in a similar time frame.

43. DID YOU HAVE LONG HAIR AS A KID?
Yes

44. WHAT MESSAGE IS ON YOUR VOICEMAIL MACHINE?
City Mourge.
(I dont have an answering machine or a Voicemail service really.)

45. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO RIGHT NOW?
Idk

46. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
Max! I miss that dog so much x.x! My only friend growing up had to get rid of him when we moved here when I was about 10...

47. WHAT KIND OF BACKPACK DO YOU HAVE, & WHAT'S IN IT?
Black L.L. Bean pack with all sorts of mods to it >=3

48. LAST INCOMING CALL ON YOUR PHONE?
Idk I dont really use the phone.

49. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU ARE GRATEFUL FOR TODAY?
That I'm not dead to kiari right now =x

50. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MOST?
The future as I hoped for...

Kiari,
Things got really screwed up 'cause of my own problems fueling yet more dumb mistakes. I don't try to be how I am, and especially Never try to hurt you with my words. But... I still do, and probably will again. I can't always help how I am fight it as I may. If... you can accept my strange behavior that shows evey now and again so we can get back to those good times. You and I, together, talking, spilling everything and being happy. Kiari, you simply are everything to me dispite what happens here and there I want to always be there to make you smile, thats my true goal right now. That why... even though we fight... as I type right now I'm talking to you trying to see how I can help. See... in my mind I'm number two and to me your feelings will always be ahead of mine. I will always love you, for the good times, and my bad ones.

10 Firsts...

First Best Friend: Idk >.>
First Imaginary Friend: I had one when I was young but the pills made him go away! lol...
First Pet dog name: Max
First Piercing: I want my lip done with 2 studs, no luck yet
First Crush: ....>.>...<.<... A friend I've now lost contact with named.... ____
First CD: Korn - Issues
First Car: Not Yet
First School: Kendeskeag Elementary
First Kiss: None? Most people find me a little... CRAZY! lol

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9 Lasts...

Last Time You Smoked: One time, ONCE. Mindy, Dylan, And I forget who else... and me obviously were sitting out in the woods (for some reason... we get so bored around here )
Last Food You Ate: A Hotdog
Last Car Ride: Not for a while actually.... last week when I missed the bus
Last Movie You Watched: No clue
Last Phone Call: Months ago
Last CD You listened to: 10,000 Fists - Disturbed
Last Bubble Bath You took: Do 'artificial bubbles' count?!?! Hah, joking. Idk when
Last Song You listened to: Music from WoW
Last Fight: Earlier today
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8 Have You Ever...

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: I am now
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Nahhh
Have You Ever Been on TV: Yeah
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: Once I do I think I know who it'll be so nopppppe
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: Oh yes last night I did it like a rabbit (Can you sense the sarcasm? lol)
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: Nope
Have You Ever Been out of the Country: Yea... Canada.... does that count?
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7 Things You are Wearing...

- nothing
- nothing
- nothing
- nothing
- nothing
- nothing
- nothing

LOL joking...

- Ozzfest Shirt
- Jeans
- Boxers!
- Slipknot Wristband
- Sess. Wristband
- Rock The Arts Band
- Music = Life Band
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6 Things You've Done Today...

- Killed 10 men
- Ate Iron
- Assassinated the government body
- Went to the bathroom
- Listened to music
- Read Manga

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5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...

- Kiari
- FMA
- Samurai Champloo
- Techi shit (I'm a geek... seriously)
- Manga

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4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...

- Kiari
- Me
- Myself
- I

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3 Choices...

- Vanilla or Chocolate: Vanilla
- Hugs or Kisses: Hugs AND Kisses
- Pens or Pencils: Pencils
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2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...

- Be with her <3
- I guess goto Japan too, it would be nice
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1 Person You Want to see
Kiariiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Well, yea I wrote something today (*cough* just now) You'll find at the bottom. But before we get into that mush let's start with this mush! First happy birthday to one of my friends Bethany (Even though she doesnt have a dA account and wont be reading this! Oh well...?) Secondly, everyone should check out [link] see they have a pay service (works out ot approx. 5.00 paying per month) they allow you access to highspeed servers for downloading lots of anime... LOTS (Sorry kiari no YYH).
Right now I'm downloading a featurette that came with the Japanese version of Advent Children To the next subject I'm kind of nervous about what Im going to say along with the gift I got Kiari (shouldn't be, but I am lol) I can't spew any more info though since shes one of the few to read this... ANYWAY to what I wrote:

To all those who spare me a passing glance,

The darkened days have come and passed,
My heart is filled with a shadow of the distrust it once was, and is now filled with, well, you.

I see the one I love within your eyes,
peering to my true self.

I see us standing on a street,
Kissing our first hello.

It's a bitter-sweet sight, which makes me tremble with waiting.

You see we're not together now, for those of you peering from the outside world.
I wish we were, I love her so. I just want to feel her presence now if only for a second to be real.
But for now it just can't be.
When it does you'll all see just how strong a foolish teenage romanticism may well be.

We will be together, Our love wont break, 5 months going on 5 years.

Happy Valentine's day my dearest, a day to celebrate our love.

And to the friends who support me, and give me the confidence to realize I shouldn't worry when it comes to her and I, Thank you.

~Bryan, Toxicity

Sometimes I just wodner why I deserve it, why it all happened.
Why does a huge aspect of my life rely so heavily on the little good I've recently found?
How can that great good be found so easily?

My days, not so many months ago were filled with emptiness, doubt, and sorrow... I have something to look worward to now, something I devote my entire life to, the greatest person I have ever known, and ever will. Not everything with us is perfect but it saved me from myself. I'm no longer a depressive shell, but a filled human who feels like it has a place in this world. It all comes down to me knowing someone out there needs me, that to someone I'm really special. Well, Right here and now I want them to know more, even though I tell them every day of my life, they they are my everything. I love you.

I am often lost, I lose my strait and just path to a world of confusion. I try all I can and never aim to be perfect. I am what I am faults, and features. She gets me and is the only one who can make me smile in these times. That's my meaning behind the simple phrase of 'I love you' Every time I tell you that think of all this, because that's what is burning inside me to say. To me your beautiful as a person, and in general. You deserve so much, you really do. And I'm glad by some chance I can be that. I don't know what I'd ever do without you Kiari.